"None of your biz" & "You deserved"!
Hurt.....
Can't stop coughing after lunch! Help!
Step Up 2 The Street!
In Chinese, it means the day before Luna New Year. I was supposed to stay in office until 5pm today, but surprisingly, my manager asked me to leave on time.
I got an email around 3pm and was asked about where to go after work. The most interesting thing was, I don't know why (maybe I thought too much "again"), an email was kindly like an invitation to go flower market together in a obscure way. Bus #18 to Tin Hau somewhere I have no idea... feel like "selling pigg". Haa Haa
I haven't been to flower market for 7 years...this is my very first time since I've studied in Melb. Usually I hate crowded a lot... but today, I really enjoy it. People kept pushing and pushing, that means we are getting closer. Lam walk like a crab... haa haaaaaaaaa holding 2 heavy carry bags and 2 "wind car". Lam suggested to have dessert before leave, of course I would love to (that means we could spend more time together). We tried to have a seat at starbucks but it was fully sit. We switch to "Full House Dessert" to have Chinese type of dessert, we chat a lot. Lam even went to supermarket with me... haa haa but we got nothing to buy.
Anyway, wish you and me recover soon.
It's just a blank CD-R, I can feel a warm care. Thank you.
Thanks for remember what I said and thank you for giving me the surprise.
Can't stop cough and p-pain...
Very busy in the morning today... almost missed the time to go to clinic today.
Dr. Lim is on leave so I switch to Dr. Tony Wong this morning, he's new and he's so YOUNG! Lovely accent from UK!
Ms. Chow wanna apologize to Mr. Lam coz she woke him up when he was taking a nap, after placing the conditioner on his desk. Guess Mr. Lam is very dizzy these days. Hope he's getting better soon.
I hope I could be better soon as well.... stop coughing and stop PP!!
Luna New Year has 2 days to go, that means 2 days time to go to hide up myself for a short period of time. Recharge energy and refresh my mind.
P.S. I miss you but I know I should not.
I got an unknown call tonight... I missed it, I hope it was you.
Tonight I had dinner with Ken and I spent over thousand dollars on hair product....
My hair is getting worse and I should pay more attention on it. At first, I planned to get Chris some shampoo... then I got all for myself coz they all are in 1000ml (lot cheaper in large size). I decided to pass Chris maybe a small bottle to try it first and buy more later.
Cough today... so sick...
Today, I sent out my CV to Morgan Stanley finally...
I really scare but I do really hope to have the interview and of course, the job in MS. Working in an ibank is kinda my dream now, even I'm not so sure how does it feel.
Australian Open -- Federer Go go go!!!
Last night I look at the pic my friend took in Melb... suddenly tears down and I really miss the days I was there.
I'm so naive, even now... I don't have a complex mind and think what I should or should not say when I talk to my "so called friends". Maybe friendship really needs time to establish and maintain.
People would tell me, tough is hurt but its good to notice the reality earlier and not to waste the time. I was told not to waste the time and dont make the dream ever again coz you never been able to consider as a choice. Maybe my friend forgot what he told me after this, but it was pain. It's even more painful than people telling the truth. I forgot what he said as well, but I was really disappointed. However, he is the one to tell me that he feels disappointed to me and I was shocked. Maybe I still act like a child, but I like this feeling. I could keep acting like a child in front of my real true friends and say whatever I want, do whatever I wish. My fake attitude is only for colleagues and "so-called" friends.
Thanks for reminding me that I should keep my fake attitude and think more clear before I act/speak.
I feel scare from the real world and I feel like I'm escaping from it. From Vox, at least I could get a warm message to cheer me up from someone i never met. Thank you. The real world has too many lier and mean people. The world is not fair, never be fair. People's attitude might not equal to the real heart.
I tired my ass off to treat my friends in the best way, but what returns me is "SHIT"! I was pissed and I don't wanna care how others think about me anymore. If you feel like angry after reading this, fine! Cox u did treat me as the same way that u just didn't recognized and I didn't speak out how I felt. You, You & You! LEAVE ME ALONE!
記得千千萬萬唔好亂咁同朋友講笑....
因為你認為係joke...人地未必咁諗
好多野令我好唔開心,好down既時候仲要激親2個朋友....
媽媽好擔心我,所以提議出去行街買衫, 希望我會開心d...
行左好耐,最後去左iszze 買左件褸,shirt 加件冷衫
Badminton with another William after work tonight.
I really like KK's son, he's so cute! Main point is, he likes me so much too. We had so much fun together!
Mr. Lai didn't talk to his dream gal but sms me... loser!
He said he's going to "kiss back" next time...is he testing again? Gosh! I hate being test!
He tested me 3 times a day!
LSP gathering tomorrow night~~ Happy!